Hiccup!
Have you ever felt that you wanted to get a new life and start it all over again to make things right? Well, I just did and it’s just said to think that no matter how hard you wish that it could happen, it never will. What’s even worse is that you can see what should have been your situation if you just did things the other way. Yeah… Life sucks this much and it hurts like hell. Since I can’t get a new life, what if I just go to a far new place where no one knows me. Like taking Spain holidays and just staying there for good.
Well, I’m not expecting that a lot of people will understand what I feel but I just needed to let this out. I’m having a mix of emotions and I’m probably going insane. The thing is I don’t exactly know what to do and where to start to fix things. All the bad things that happened in my life have all piled up and it cannot be considered as a challenge any more but plainly bad luck. Anyway, I guess there no point it this either. I guess I better sleep and try to forget about these things… (hiccup!) Forgive me for the effect of alcohol.